its been a long long while...a long time a comin

well its been a long time coming.. and its been a lil while since i wrote.
but somebody TOld me To uPdate this bitch. so I guess thats what im doin.

my thoughts have been pretty jambled lately.. im not quite sure whats been goin through this super large dome lately..
FUCK.FUCK FUCK FUCK. shit is sooo screwed right now. i was headed down the right path. i swear. and then. I FUCKED up.

I Guess my point for todays blog would have to be about life. LOve. and Planning things..

im the type of person that doesnt like to plan things. WHY? Because shit never goes the way its planned..
im the "Live FOr NOw" type of person.. The more i try to go out and plan the way i should live or how my future should be. the More things seem to go wrong.. i can only be me..Orginality. and that shit is hard these days. u dont find that too often. i admire that in other people i see.. i strive to be like anybody else but only myself.
not to many people are Original.. Like. ME. EVERYBODY wanna SUCK ME. why? get ur own shit bitches!!!

okay wait. back on track!
People are sooo worried about there life. Like lets make a life plan.. Have everything planned out.. exactly what happens in they 24 hour day. every day of the week for the next 30 years.
well tell me.. whats goin to happen if u get slightly off track. or if one little thing goes wrong. wtf u goin to do then? whats next in life??
STOP being so serious all the time. TRUST . its not a good lOok.. im not sayin lets all get loosy gooosy. but u know what i mean.. just chill let the good times roll.


The More i sit back and think about my future I have NO idea whats in store. and maybe thats my problem. i dont know where to go next .. or the next step im about to take.. i mean and im goin to walk n the kitchen.? or go to the toilet to take a shit??.. when all reality. i gotta walk through the kitchen to get to the toilet..

as long as you have faith you goin to get where u need to be. ur lifes always goin to end up the way GOD planned it to be. so stop worryin.. JUST HOPE.

like nonsense about people plannin babies on people.. or worryin about what job they goin to have. or what college they goin to go to.. in the end isnt it only important for you to be happy..or successful?? just be happy to get a job..to have a job to be alive.. strive for the best..
and if u dont make it that far. be happy for what u got!!!!

idk.

REAL CHICKEN TALK(BAHAH)
im just wrappin..
im done.. really.